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All GREAT things come to an end :(

8:12 pm Wednesday, 20th May, 2015

So the end of all the deception and lies happened today - all my previous posts about 'classicescort' were fabrications... Of sorts!!! And in fact it's all a whole lot sadder and sordid and horny than that!

I came on here as a CD bi curious virgin and fell for the most amazing 18 year old - it started as amazing sex and turned into 'true love'. We revelled in the weird looks from people, she 20 and me 42 by the time we finished 2 years later.

The issue...I was too scared to leave my wife and kids. And just when I was ready, I found out about her secret past! Are you sitting comfortably...then I'll begin!

At Xmas for a treat I decided to find someone female - my gf was bi and we'd openly talked about it. Anywho I searched this site for an escort...and found her!!! As ClassicEscort!!!!! She admitted it all and we obviously split up....but couldn't bear to be apart, so tried again. Trust was gone and I trieeeeeed to forgive and move on.

And yes....All my posts after that point were to find out stuff, in the hope previous punters said "oh I know her" (if it was you...I really don't need to know!!!). And we DID try it...I left my wife for her, and we gave it a go...but I never really gave her the commitment she needed as I couldn't trust her.

And now...today...we split up for good. I've missed out the messy destructive bits where I acted like a twat! I caused this and I now pay the price...I've lost the person I only ever wanted, but who was too dumb to commit to. I never could believe a beautiful 20 year old could fall in love with me! And now she's gone.

Buuuut life moves on and I'm happy that she is now free. Me????? I'm looking for a new little to be dom too. If they are sub but adore the thought of a horny 42 year old CD who has experienced the most amazing sex for 2 years then come and say hi!!!!



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