In my early days of BDSM initiation with my boyfriend (now husband), I was scared, hesitant and slightly appalled at the thought of being in pain. I had never been hit before. The first time He bared my bottom, to whip me, I was petrified! He started with slow and gentle slaps. My heart was racing, and I was bracing myself for harder blows. After warming up, at which point my bottom was slightly reddening, He started to use a flogger, advancing to a cane and then a whip. It hurt me like hell, but the content smile on His face and the feeling of completely giving up all form of control to Him melted the little sub in me. I kept urging Him to hit harder. Not long after, I was pleading Him to strike more vigorously. I knew that He had stirred something deep in the animal me and there was no going back!
Now that I have fully acquired the taste of sweet pain, I am an unrestrained slut for it. Always gagging for our next ‘play.I love and crave the regular spankings and dare Him to strike harder than the last time. He’s an experienced Dom, but with time, I am getting better at being His submissive whore. I have no doubts, they don’t belong here - He loves this, and so do I. This is the lifestyle we have embraced and with loving respect for each other, cannot think of a more satisfying way to share my time with the love of my life. I am continually learning, reading, practicing and communicating with Him for a better BDSM relationship that we can both participate in. I hope that He will satiate many more depraved, dark fantasies of mine, and I His.
A grateful sub with a glowing bottom – that’s me and I love the new me :)
xxxxx 
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12:24 pm Thursday, 3rd July, 2014
@ealish, It isn't as rough as it sounds. Lil fishies sleep just fine :)img src="imagesadultemoticons001.gif" |
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1:16 pm Tuesday, 5th August, 2014
img src="imagesadultemoticons030.gif" Would love to meet you and lick you hard deep and you squirts after squirt and I drank all your juices and saw satisfaction in your eyes and hunger for nice fuck all night long. |
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5:55 pm Tuesday, 18th November, 2014
It's such a high giving up total control to your partner. Tips would be to start out slow; bit of spanking and corporal punishment when you have been 'naughty'. Or your partner could TELL(not ask) you to do some things such as removing your knickers, or the bra before going out? Have fun xx |
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10:12 am Friday, 6th February, 2015
wow this is great |
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1:25 pm Monday, 16th November, 2015
something good we are also slowly and gradually finding out new stuff to pleasure our selves. right now we are making our videos, which makes us feel very Kinky |
