Why I seek NSA..... And fear love.

I feel I seek the adventures of no strings attached encounters purely because I am afraid of being in love. I know all to well that love can come in different forms and that you do not have to be committed to a person, in the sense of being tied down. I was in a relation for 5 years, where my self and my ex. Things became a little harder, i believed my ex wanted me to be a surten way, I wanted to be me, she believe I wanted her to be a surten way...... Ohhh LoL I don't know, all I know is that I don't blame her as I have had great love for her! I also know that to love sometimes is to let go, so that there is space for growth. However it is great to see a large community of wonderful people such as this who share common interests with my self, in a way of being a little more open and free. Because sometimes I think when in a relation some become afraid to be themselves when it's early stages, I believe that's when it all goes wrong. Trying to impress by amplifying the characters in ourselves of what we see in the person we have taken like to. When really if my ex had told me I like to escort to make money when we meet, I would have been able at lest to grow love for the real her.... Any way enough of my banter, I'm going on a little to much. me main point was I don't like a person who would lie, it don't make things better in the long run. I except people for who the are, I don't mind what you do as long as your honest!...... X

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