after being with my master 24/7 for 5 months.It has been the most enjoyable time of my life, I've learned so much and my master is my life. then he got a job and I was so proud and happy for him. the first day was okay had chores and things to do. on the 2nd day sub drop hit me like a brick I felt lost empty and scared, crying at absolutely everything and a sickie feeling all the time I was clock watching . instead of enjoying what I had all I could think was am I good enough is he bored of me will he meet someone better at work. trust is the main key in any dom/master sub relationship but sub drop test you to the limit and it does get easier so I'm trying to be strong . but sub drop isn't nice and if anyone wants to talk about it I'm no expert but I will listen.
