I have known for a long time how much I love Sammy (well it would have always taken a special and amazing man for me to put my trust in again) but coming home to an empty house tonight has made me realise how much I rely on him too.
He is normally at the front door to let me & Tigga in - shit where are my door keys...............................found 'em.
Got in and Tigga was running around the house thinking Sammy was playing hide & seek with him and is now sulking in his basket - such a sad sight. I have put his tea out but he ain't bothering - bit like me.
As I'm going around the house I keep finding little notes he's left, one on his pillow saying I can borrow his side of the bed but he wants it back on Friday - cheeky sod it was my side of the bed for years!!!!
So I'm gonna take a deep breath and make a statement I thought I'd never make due to being sooooooooooo independent...... Sammy you are my core - I need you with me otherwise my life is empty. I hate being here without you and I have no idea how I'll sleep without your arms around me. Thank god we slowed down our relationship eh? 
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7:59 pm Tuesday, 6th August, 2013
Paula, you may never know how happy it made me to read your comments We have known each other for quite a long time and it has been an absolute joy to observe how much your confidence and sense of fulfillment has developed and blossomed after what was a tough time by any standards. |
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3:12 pm Friday, 6th September, 2013
glad you have found happiness |
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6:00 pm Friday, 6th September, 2013
Never thought I would see anything like this on a site like this. Mega happy for both of you and a two times thumbs up from me img src="imagesadultemoticons001.gif" |
