Daffodils and soon Tulips

When someone is too good to be true they usually are.

I let a man take advantage of me with sweet talk and hot sex. I have been on hormones for about two and a half months and I'm pretty sure it was the estrogen that overrode me good sense. I had just..

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Anyone in Barcelona Spain?

Things have improved considerably since I did my last post here, but I think that my date for relocating is getting closer, but I still have a lot of questions that I need help with. I am giving..

Moving to another city

I'm considering moving to another city. One that has an air of tolerance and open-mindedness. I'd like a resonably large metropolis for the sake of diversity and culture. It would be okay if it were..

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Haters, Bitches and the LIke

I've been very busy the past couple of months since I found part-time employment and for the most part it has been good. I started out being in the closet but soon learned that the work environment..

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The love you give is equal to the love you make

I give credit to John Lennon for those inspiring words and I hope I quoted him correctly. Thanks to all who have checked out my profile and to those who like my media. I take it all as compliments..

The World is Mad and I'm Sick of It

I'm sick of the world and it's narrow mindedness. Why does everyone expect you to chose between being either a man or a woman? Is it so hard to conceive of the fact that there are some of us who..

It Felt Great to Pass

Yesterday I had a great Aha moment. I was on the L coming home after being at Market Days street festival where I volunteered at the booth for the Center on Halsted, a local LGBT organization, I was..

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My Life has entered a new chapter

I've done a lot since I last posted to this blog. I took an online test to determine if I am a transsexual or not because I had been wrestling with that question for more than a year now. Mind you..

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Maybe one day I'll be surrounded by acceptance and love

I started the day yesterday looking very much the boy, I had business to attend to and felt that attire was more appropriate as I would be standing before a judge on a civil matter pertaining to a..

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Did the World See me as a Man or Woman?

I had an interesting day. Usually I get a varied response to passersby on the street, I walk and take public trans, people give me angry looks, confused expressions, smiles, and even laughter, but..

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I've Been Working on Tucking

Hi bois and gurls I need your help. I've been working on tucking and while I've managed to find a new home for my T's (they no longer try to stay in their sack when I order them to leave). It took..

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Thanks for the loving support

To those who commented on my blog recently thanks for the loving support. It means the world to me especially the words of Catweasel...

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I'm Venting Again about Haters

You know people the only thing I like about this site is that I can write a blog here because I'm financially poor so I'm otherwise totally limited. I got my first "Hater" in an email today from an..

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Life Never Gets Easier

You guys will have to excuse me but today you're all invited to my very own pity party.

Why doesn't life ever get any easier? I don't know about anyone else but there seem to be nothing but endless..

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Chicago's Gay Pride Parade

I had a blast yesterday at Chicago's Gay Pride Parade. The weather was beautiful sunny warm and light breeze. The crowd was huge, enthusiastic, loud and into the moment. I was just going to watch at..

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A Dark Rendezvous

Saturday it was cold and windy. I set out in the pre-dawn darkness for an early morning rendezvous with a mysterious date I had hooked up with online. I was anxious to meet him and the blood..

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Possibilities

You know you wake some mornings and the world seems full of possiblities. It's like the life the universe is waiting to greet you with open arms and everything is possible. That's how I feel today,..

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Struggle of Daily Living

The world is full of insanity. Everywhere you go it surrounds you and it's all you can do to stay calm, the quiet center the eye of the storm. I have my own demons swirling in the raging winds, but..

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Time Drags On.

I'm feeling agitated almost frazzled, but about nothing in particular just life in general. Time passes slowly creeping along at a snail's pace. There was a time when I pleaded for free time, but..

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Waiting for the Sun to Break Through

Another dreary day, no sun just clouds and rain, but at least the grass is green and the buds on the trees are starting to bloom. I wore a plaid purple and gold ruffled scarf that cheers me up..

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Cut Off but Coping

The sky is cloudy and the forecast is for rain. It's as if the world is mirroring my feelings today. It's not easy being Goth and gender-queer in a conservative community. I feel cut off and isolated..

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Feeling Goth Today

I put on my black leather biker jacket with the buckles and straps, my black hoodie underneath, my blue skinny jeans with brass studded trim, black leather boots with straps and silver buckles and..

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